I don’t know how I feel. I have so many mixed feelings. I know that I’m not sad, though. I’ve had a lot of things happen, this past week. Some bad, some good. Nothing too crazy, though. I guess God is just showing me all the signs he can. It’s what I need. I’m rambling, because it’s a lot on my mind. It’s a bit jumbled, so things are harder to get out. No matter. I’m so ready to finish recording “Lemuria.” I’m extremely happy about how this album is coming together. It’s like nothing I’ve ever heard. I’ll just continue to work on my album, and live life. That’s all one can do.
Anonymous asked "Weak? Naw. That's no good. A week person would never be able to rise again, inspite of their down fall. You are stronger than you give yourself credit."
You really think so? :)
Anonymous asked "Are you a virgin?"
No, I am not.
Anonymous asked "You are soooo BEAUTIFUL as a person. Why do you let your troubles get to you? No, you don't know how beautiful YOU are."
Thank you. I let my problems get to me, because I’m weak. I’ve just recently been learning how to deal with these problems. Thanks, again though. This really cheered me up. ^.^
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Cosplay Girl Part 2 (Plue Starfox Remix) - Jowin.
One of my favorite songs of all time.
yoshimitsu’s journal. (day 20)
A lot of things have gone on since my last post. I feel like a changed man. It’s been a lot of positive & negative things going on. Figuring out who are my true friends. Seeing that I’m not accepted in society, first hand. Being discriminated against. Being praised. Losing people. Gaining people. Almost taking my life. Realizing that I have so much to live for. I’m sorry if all of these things seem like random thoughts, but it’s what comes to mind as I think about what has happened to me. This world is an evil place. Only a few kindhearted people roam the earth. I’m glad I’m one of them. Music is going well. I’m still in the process of finishing up my first album. Music seems to be the only thing I’m a perfectionist with. It’ll be out as soon as it can be, though. I won’t make people wait any longer. Home life is a lot better. I had a nervous breakdown the other day. My mom was so worried, so I just told her everything that was going on with me. Our talk lasted for hours. I could tell she was afraid that I might have killed myself that night. I can’t allow suicide to be my escape. It’s not fair. I can’t give up. All I need is patience & faith. That’ll get me through these hard times.
Anonymous asked "there are these things called loans..."
I hear that from everyone. You need money to pay off loans.
Anonymous asked "How come you don't go to college?"
Money problems & personal issues.
